I feel like there are two drives in me, the one that wants closeness and the one that wants devotion. Attention. Like, being a camgirl doesn't necessarily turn me off (logistics and mental health aside). I love attention!! I can waste a lot of time thinking I'm gonna get it.
But boys just want "it", you see. I talk to a man enough thinking something's gotta give, maybe this time, you know. But no, it's just another dopaminergic rush. You understand.
Then it grosses me out, how shameless they ask for things from me. Don't they say women receive?
But I go on entertaining the masses. I am a product too.
Something's gotta give.
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