Week 4 blues (for real this time)

I had a weird day today. I woke up at 12 noon (not great), one hour late to class (on purpose since I spent the afternoon finishing up the first bit of my assignment... 1 week before the due date), and I was pretty hyped to show it... but by the time I got to class, finished it up and had breakfast/lunch/dinner, everyone had already left early and I felt so deflated (as a result of the weather more than anything).

Ts kinda absurd now that I think about it. What exactly was I so afraid of?

I couldn't be a vampire. The sun heals me. I only crave to be in the dark grip of the womb of my mother when I'm doing REALLY bad. Which is not that often these days!

Abstractly I know I have a lot of work to catch up on... but seeing all my friends going through the same feelings makes me feel not so bad anymore :3

 

Don't you think it's kinda obvious?

Last night was one for the history books. Or the scrapbooks, actually. I have one word: asinine. Intellectually stimulating? No. Fun? Ehhh. Entertaining? Yes-ish. Could have done with a lot more tongue kissing.

We went home at the big 3:30 am. Today I have two tasks: bring my shoes to the fixer and open up Blender.

Any day now... 

Current fave:

Week 2 blues

Not!

I spent 5 hours cleaning my room and replacing my laptop stickers this morning (goat status), then I made lunch, did some totally cool awesome stuff, felt great about myself, and now I'm at work with my trusty laptop (I missed typing on an actual keyboard).

Dusting my room (especially my tiny windowsill which had been covered by cobwebs and linocut supplies #rip) felt like clearing out my actual lungs bro. I hate dead clutter. Wiping away each gross bit of sticky residue my laptop stickers left behind felt soooo good.

Listening to: Sade ^_^ 

First day back at skewllll

I like the way my new Creative Thinking & Innovation lecturer thinks. He's kinda hippie, kinda awesome.

I missed the library badly. Very much'd so.

TRIP!!!!!!!

I just got back from a trip with 2 of my besties to Hội An! Beautiful scenery, weather, food and vibes. A whole week long, and during Pisces season too... I gotta admit I missed a lot.

It got me thinking, being away from the city, about boys and lack thereof and analytical minds and musewanking.

I fear I am my own muse and I doth wank...

Reluctance is not self-control. Failure to be assertive is not politeness. Settling for less is not humility. Fear of vulnerability is not self-protection, it's a party pooper. ("Don't give me all that shy shit" — Maroon 5)

Damn when you say it like that it starts sounding legit.

Semester starts tomorrow ^^ Can't wait! I'm going to cut and bleach my hair tonight to have a good first impression tomorrow afternoon! ☆